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Defending Truth (Shaykh Nazim, 49 pages, 1/4)


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DEFENDING TRUTH, SHEIK NAZIM al-HAQQANI

Associations with a Sufi Master of our time, December 1997

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Circle of Evil around every Good ‘One. L sc peraurmunmaimeesemerammerasais KA "The sun will rise in the West!" proclaimed the Prophet Sheik Nazim, What is your Greatest Wish? 0.000 ee RE Muhammad”. And so Sheik Nazim was sent to Europe to Te Circle Gf he Wild wccccceccoiseeeseeeeceicnvencrece eae MD prepare the people for these new enlightened times. All |

‘isms' are coming to an end. People are starting to realise that their mind produced systems are not leading them to the happiness and peace they are looking for. The West is yeaming for a spiritual sign, for some connection to a reality beyond the never-satisfying materialism,

Maulana Sheik Nazim al Haqqani is such 2 connection. The wisdom he shares with us is not his own. He is transmitting from a chain of holy people. He is the 40th Sheik in the Golden Chain of the Naqshbandia Tarigat® , which leads back to the Prophet Muhammad* as the first reciprent of Divine Knowledge within this line of SUCCESSION,

it is a custom to show respect and to add, "May peace be Upon bim." after mentioning the name of a prophet. To avoid a lengthy repetition the * will symbolise this erecting throughout the text.

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Sheik Nazim has been coming repularly te London for the Holy Month of Ramadan since 1974. He wan piven the order to do so by his Sheik, Shoik Abduilal aytustani, shortly before he passed away. fle war loki (hat (he Cast Days had begun and Truth woukd oten more becone apparent, this the coming from the Wont.

The extraordmary success of Sheik Navan tn brinpiap Islam back to the hearts of westerners, in (ho midst a cver- growing official condemnation of this religion, in a clear sign of what his followers continuously capmienen his Holiness. We have been told that thera ue 124 000 Holy People alive all the time. In our days ost of thom biden. Sheik Nazim too, had a dream of spending, the font ol iis life in sechisiou:

He was born on the 21.4,1922 in Launnca, Cypatrs Although known to have been a pious child, lin complet: dedication to a spiritual life did not come until be wird un his twenties. He was studying chemistry in Intantnil, when his brother, who was suffering of TI), dic i hin jain This changed his whole life. He reulinod low lute: medicine, science and in general this worklly Mle im, uu began his spiritual quest.

His first step was a yearlong seclusion in Aloppu, which he spent in a cellar, praying and cating, only 7 udivew a ikoy After a year the sheik there told him he hid comeled mihi n level, that there was only one sheik why gould naw help him: Sheik Abdullah Daghistani in Danmnouw Slivik Nazim set out at once to meet this sheik and lal only one wish, to ask Sheik Abdullah for perminwlon to spond the rest of his life in seclusion at the tomb of Mulianmad® tn Medina. Instead, he was sent all ta ba aunslantly surrounded by people, to train them and ty be yn example

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for them, first in Cyprus, then im Loudon, “it is the end of time", he was told, "dnd particularly people in the West need holy inspization to illuminate their hearts and lead thera out of the abyss of darkness.”

~WHAT ARE HOLY PROPLI ? ~

For most people in the West, Holy People are something of the past, people engraved in statues or captured on paintings. The presumption of holy people still being alive today in our secularised, positivistic world, almost seems out of time, Yet there ars 124 000 Holy Peopie alive all the time, So what are their particulars?

The word ‘holy' comes from whole, complete. it signifies a person who has reached wholeness, who is complete in the sense that he is following the Will of the Creator in everything. Allah Almighty bas regularly sent down exact recipes of how we can attain holiness: by following His Holy Rules. Aer all, we were created in His Image, to be His representatives, His caliphs, here on earih,

This is the good news: the Creator did not just dump us here on earth and leave us to ourselves. We were given rules and instructions of how to live in peace: by following 1lis Rules and so fulfilling our purpose here on earth: to return to HIM,

In our days we are filled with the misconception of being tree. Of course we have a will to choose between good and evil, this is what characterises us and sives us responsibility. We can choose to lead an evil ito by totally ipnorme the Holy Instructions our Creator has given us. We must, on the other hand, recognise that for every

disobedience there is a price to pay, either now, or in the hereafter, And the price increases, the longer you wail, the more expensive it will be. Because of this, every person with amy sense at all, should strive to do good. It is the mission of every Holy Person, like Sheik Nazim, to teach us precisely that: io be good.’

People following a Holy Master like Sheik Nazim, have the advantage of seeing these Holy Laws lived and demonstrated with every move. At the same tine, the Holy Exerey which emanates irom a Holy Person, hits everyone who comes into contact with them straight into the heart. When love has awoken, a follower cannot but magnetically follow such a master, who will lead them out of the chaos of their egotistical desires and back to the source, back to the Creator. That is their task.

Sheik Nazim was once asked how it is possible for Holy People to sometimes be physically at several places at the same time. He described it as a procedure where, once you master every single part of your physical body with your will-power, you can dress your physical body with your spiritual body. Meaning: your spiritual body is then no - longer imprisoned in your physical body, instead you pull your spiritual body over the physical. Then physical laws like time and space do not apply anymore and you can fly io Heaven without wings, just using your will-power.

The condition for such powers is, that a person is completely in charge: that the will-power controls, not the desires. A person on such a level is holy aud will not act according to their own will, but to His: Thy Will be done.

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HEALING, KILL YOUR EGO ~ EVERLASTING PEACE IS IN YOUR HART ~

All praises belong to the One Who supporis Time Ones. One of the greatest attributes of Allah the Almighty is that He oaly supports trustworthy and time ones, Satan also supports, but he supports the dirty, unirustworthy and dishonest ones. You must know, that if you obey Allah in your actions, He will support yau.

So many people come to me and complain about their situation, I can see that they are not getting any Divine Support. Tf He supports you, things will co smoothly. Anyong who complains must look once more at their habits. They must take a close look at their relationship to their Lord, Like a driver has to look at the engine of his car when it 1s not fimclioning properly anymore. When the car stops, there must be something wrong with the engine, It needs a check-up, If you do not find the mistake, it will net move.

People need ta check-up their spiritual beings. ‘They need to see how their relationship with their Creator is,

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You must find out what is wronp aul repair tl. in this way Diving Support will come to you. Pam prasing Allah the Alrighty for supporting [is true setvanis and never letting them down. He supports [ls (rustworlhy servants because they are inheritors of [lis propliots. They ave always in Divine Servico, If avyou: wanls to improve their situation they must make thu Divine Service the priority of their daily lives. This will pave you a best relationship with Allah. As long an you pul this worldly lite first, you are not considercd tu be trie and trustworthy.

It is the most impertant teaching for mankind, Wilbout .

that responsibility no one can be respected. thw kingdom, or in an empire, the King and Queen have the Iiphest. respect, but they also have the greatest reypounibility hore and in the hereafter. Whoever has a responsibitity will be asked by their Lord how they used it. Goveruments hive much more responsibility than what they are doing, dediay. They think that they only have to organixe the econonry and take the nght tax. That is their main concorn ‘They ask for human tights, but they never think about dhe righis of the Lord.

We are trying to change the minds of people. We neu to make a U-tum, because we are heading towards the most dangerous ‘direction. [f we don't turn back, iiikina will be destroyed. The day can come when there will be no more London or Paris or any westera or oriental civilisation at all. The day can come when everything on this earth will be destroyed and the only remaiwer will be a laughing satan with his laughing devils.

Governments could make laws for peaple to ohey. Wilh their authority they could stop evil quickly. Hut they are

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not using it which is why Allah the Aloaghty with punish them. We cannot do anything for our children to save them from the hands of devils as along as we are not supported by the governments. They say thai we have to be free, What foolishness is that? Ia which religion has Allah the Almighty told us to be free? They are under the control of devils and it will destroy them.

The first thing a government must do is Divine Service. Every department of the government must pray and give their highest respect to Allah before anything else. If not, there will be no blessings coming on earth from any direction.

People want to have peace through material aspects. But don't think thai richness will bring peace to you, Don't think that jewels will bring you peace. Don't think that beauty or youth will give you peace, One day all that will be gone, The love for anything material will never give you satisfaction, enjoyment, peace or contentment. This you must know. You must ask for valuable aspects from the spiritual world which can never be taken away from you. EH you want to have a happy life, feed your spirituality, feed your souls.

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~BRILLIANT HIAVENILY CURRIENTS G01 (ei

There are so many invisible untouchable powers suirounding us from the outside and the tisidks, PF you cau reach some of them you will be guided lo an Woneurable - Presence which can take you to His [oly Prosenve. You can reach it, touch it. If you lose this opportunity, you will be stuck on this earth, unable to mmeve beyond it, There are some occasions in which mankind can reach such currents in their hearts. Which is wiry il in important for everyone to look after their hearts more (hin their physical beings, Only hearts can reach a. connection will Heavenly Currents which will make you fiappy hers and in the hereafier. This is why the Seal of Prophet, the most praised one, Sayyidina Muhammad? was ovleriip mankind to take care of their hearts.

Your heart is like a fist, maybe 1/2 or 1 pound ol flewh That is what you cau see. There is a real part, wilhout which this flesh would never work. Whon (he pawer froin the real heart starts, you will fumetion, You cnana imagine this engine, which sometimes works for 40, 60), 70, 80 or 90 years without getting tired. Did you think that the heart was doing this on its own’? You mnt be foolish! Et is the connection to your real heart whieh

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makes it work according to the time programmed for your existence, When that time is over, it will be taken away. You must believe in realittes beyond the material world.

People living in the 20th century only look for the

material world. They do not want to look behind it and see the spiritual world, not realising that the material world cannot function without the spixiiual world. The spiritual world brings the material world into existence.

When you cut yourself off from the spiritual world your problems wiil increase and there will be no solutions. Everything will be contrary to what you want them to be. ft will not make yott happy. Everything witl be coming against you. Your desires will make you unhappy. Everything will attack you, harm you and make you unhappy. You will be surrounded by endfess sufferings and fall mto endless deep oceans of misery.

‘That is the poimt which mankind is not being careful about. This is why we need to touch those currents of power which surround ourselves inside and outside throughout our physical and spiritual being. You raust use your will power, once, twice or more daily and get in touch. Ff you do not use your will power you cannot reach i.

Don't think that your natural desires are your will. No! Physical desires which you feel have nothing to do with your will power, Physically you ask for so many things for your physical body. Eating, drinking and sexual desires keep your body alive. This is not your will, animals also have it, but they have no willpower,

Willpower is an honourable attribute which bas only been granted to manldnd. Tt is a grant from Allah the Alnughty to you, the most honourable one. It has oaly

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been granted to mankind. Even angels dill not pel it. ‘Chey have no free will, only you do. Your will cart be used to tiake contacts with Heavenly Curromty ruuninp around yourself. But most of you don't. You can only achieve such powers by fasting. Itis a practice using, your frec will. This is why it has been a command since the first man for people to fast. All Prophets were told 1o order their people to fast. By fasting you can come closer lo the Currents of Heaven and touch them, A fasting person will be closest just before breaking the fast. If it was not ordered for you to break the fast, you would reach u level on which angels could touch you. But when you start eating you get back to normal. ft is a practice and also a training in which you learn how to use your will power, After this Holy Month you must try not te cul yourself away from Heavenly Beings and Heavens. ‘Try to contimuc. The most important time in which you can reach these Heavenly Currents is when people are sleeping. Get up, stand in the Divine Presence and ask to reach the Divine Presence. The currents will surround you and briag one hook to take you up. Try it after Holy Ramadan. Don't cut your relationship to Heavens, the spiritual worlds beyond our material world. ‘Mhis is nothing. You belong to the spiritual world, to Heavens, Finally you will be called to your special station to be there. Try to be there, to reach it. f you are able to within this life you wil be a brilliant star in Heavens. If not, a dead star without any lights, becoming smaller and heavier, falling down. Bring yourself up, Don't make yourself heavy by falling into the worlds of durkncas. Make your way towards brilliant Heavenly Stations. Don't follow the worlds of darkness. Use your free will,

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your will power and you will be happy. You will find happiness tunning around yourself, You will be swumming tn endless oceans of happiness, endless tastefixi love oceans, oceans of light. You will be in endless oceans of life which death can never reach. This is an endiess grant from Allah the Almighty to you. May Allah grant this to you and forgive us. Ask Him for His Pleasure and you will be happy forever.

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~LET THE ROCKET IN YOUR Bopy FLY~

A religion cannot exist without mysticism, which is what we call sufism, What is the mission of sufism? Religions work within your soul. It moulds your personality to a degree of perfection which allows you to enter Divine Perfection in the hereafter. Every religion and every line of prophecy has sufism within. All religions which were sent down to mankind also contained the methods of sufism. After thousands of years methods were outdated. Some people tend to think that the change into modern age came with the Renaissance, but the real opening was ’ the revelation of the Last Testament, the Holy Quran. It was only one book which came, but now you can find tens of thousands of books based on that one book. The meanings which can be derived from it are endless. Muhiddin fbn Arabi wrote more than 500 books, but one lifetime is not enough to understand even one of them, a whole institute would have to study 2 for years and years. These books are full of solid knowledge. After the Renaissance the Lord granted western people an opening to.such Oriental culture. The Old Testament and the New Testament contain methods for people living 2000 years ago, or even further

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back. Those methods are of no use today. They ave like factories with old-fashioned machines, noi enough. Within this difficult period of stepping from one century to the next, we need stronger methods.

Anyone who is interested to find out anything about their Heavenly Station in Divine Presence can se whichever way they want, But you caimot suipass the gravity of the earth and reach the outer atmosphere with an helicopter. You will need the kind of rackets which Naqshbandis have. ,

There are Seven Heavens, one on top of each other. They are all ealightened and brilliant. In Tslam there ate’ 40 tarigats. All of them reach the level of Agchangel Gabriel, representing the Level of the Mind. After that station our minds cannot function. Whoever wants 4c develop spiritually must find someone who is authorised to teach them. Everyone has been asranted spiritual powers from their Lord, but most people are not interested m how to use them and die without their jets even having left the runway,

If anyone is interested in the Spiritual path, they can find out more. The more they learn, the more they can practise. The more they practise, the more their spiritual awareness will open. Allah grants an opening to everyone who wants to reach Heavenly Stations, It is our duty to ask for such methods. People find out so much about this life. Hf they are interested in mystic ways they are welcome, You cannot fool me. | recognise whoever is an authorised teacher in this matter. We are reaching the 2ist century. The last days of the century are not the same as the first, The first years showed an mereasing materialism and athcism. This is now disappearing and

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the sun of spiritualism and mysticism is rising. People are fed-up with the philosophy of materialism and atheism. They are vomiting with disgust. They are asking, for something which will give them enjoyment and peace within themselves. They ses that technology is taking over the activities of mankind to enable them to rest and etyjoy themselves, but they are unable ta do so. They cannot be in peace. Instead of finding peace they are quarreling, fighting and destroying each other even more. Why’? This huge technology takes away so many heavy burdens from mankind. You can just press a button and causc a gigantic plane to rise. You can press another button anc an enormous vessel will start moving through the ocean. You can take a small box in your hand, say “Ilello! Axe you Elizabeth? Where are you now?"

"Tam in Los Angeles."

"What are you doing?"

"I was just sleeping.”

This box is incredible! How can it function wilhout a wire commected to it! The jinn carry the messayes [rom one place to another. But in spite of all this advanced development sufferings and problems are increasiny. In this university you are selected, chosen peuple, which gives YOU a lot of responsibility. Make a balance butween your physical desires and your souls. Don't imprison your souls by only following your physical desires.

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~HIEALING~

By the Name of the Lord of Heavens Who created Adar and Eve and prepared everything for them and their descendants in a perfect way. This life is a test for everyone. The Lord of Heavens tests his servants with goodness and badness, with beakth and sickness, with richness and poverty and with weakness and strength. He created everything according to His Divine Wisdom with a cure and a solution. Every kind of ifness is possible, but He will not create it without a cure. Sadly enough mankind is not taking enough care to find the real medicine for illnesses.

Especially in our days healing is more like a business than a cure, This is why illnesses increase from day to day in their variety. The methods of curing them also increase, but not im a real curing way. Even though thousands of kinds of medicine haye been found, they cannot give any benefit to lessen the suffering and pain of people. Maybe they can kill the pain, but they cannot cure.

We know and believe that the first doctors and healers were prophets and holy people. Ail methods of curing and all medicines came in a Heavenly Way to them before

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reaching to us. The materialism of this 20th century bas stopped the holy way of curing but we must try to once more stati to listen to the advice of Holy Books and Holy People.

We should not only use surgery and knives and cut, or give drugs, kill pain and not cure. We know that the body was created by the Creator and when you open it, it is like an engine. If you open the engine of a car and then close it agai it will lose its perfection. That ts why every operation surgeons do, leaves an imperfection within the body. It is not a real cure to use loves. The more you, avoid operations you gam health. But surygcons are anxious io operate because it is easier for them io cut something away from the bedy than to cure it, ‘The profit is also much greater: Those are the two main reusons why people come under the knives of surgeons. Ii is a great pity for all of mankind.

Doctors do not even use the way of normal bith anymore. They rush to cut without a necessity. This is why sven something normal like a bith is an excuse for surgeons to make operations, Because of all (his a curse is coming on the doctors. People cannot stop suffering and the dectors are unable to give any real cure!.

Isee also: Sheik Nazim, ‘Natural Medicines’, 4ih cditian, London 1997.

~CURE THE ILLNESS, DON'T JUST KILL ‘tHe PaIn~

Turkish Cyprus has a population of about 130 000 people. Last week I read im one of their papers thai 1/2 of their budget goes into importing medicine! People are wasting so much. The doctors give too much. The patients use one or two spoons of the bottle, and then they throw it away. With the tablets the same. So much medicine is being wasted. People are becoming more and more impatient. Patients have forgotien how to be patient.

The old medicines had two different effects: they killed the pain and treated the ilinesses. Nowadays people only want to kill the pains thinking that when the pain has stopped, the illness is gone too. But sometimes the illness will just fall asleep an then attack you again. It 1s abways better to be patient with pain, but use some cure for the illness. Every illness is a burden. That is why pecple ran to escape from pain.

~WRONG STEPS, RIGHT STEPS~

We must iry to correct our steps if they are wrong. Satan was the one who started to step in the wrong direction, People who use wrong steps will be thrown away. Allah the Almighty never lets people go without punishment if they use wrong steps. Divine Justice records and registers everything. Hf anything is wrong with you, it will be punished, In the same way you will be rewarded tor every right step. Allah asks you to step in the right direction. He knows that we are very weak servants. When you feel weak, you must ask for Divine Help.

When Muhammad* was in the Divine Presence he begged Allah , "Don't leave me in the hands of my ego. It is so powerful and forces me to do wrong steps. Please grant me right steps!" This is what you must ask for. If you do, you will get whatever you ask Allah for, lore and in the hereafter.

Once Harun Rashid was with his beloved servants and said to them, 'Take whatever you want from here!" It wis a huge hall full of treasures. They ran to get what they could. Only one of them got a hold of Harun Rashid and said that he was not interested in anything else but to he with hina,

Ask what you want from Allah, but those who are on a. perfect level will only’ask for Him. Whoever loses the mam aim is on a wrong path. The people of the 20th century are very far away from this. They only want thus life. They are like cattle content with a little grass. They think that they are civilised, but they have the level of auimals, mstead of angels. They prefer the toilet to Heavens. When will they start-to think about Allah the Almighty and His Divine Presence? May Allah grant us to ask for that which is precious.

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~ YOUR PROVISION HAS BEEN WRITTEN FOR YOU~

Take that which has been written for you. Don't ron after everything else, wanting tt for yourself. Before Allah cteated us, he created our provision. This was 60 000 years ago. Everything was prepared before [fe sent us here. No one can get that which is written for someone else. Even if you are sitting around a pot of rice, only that which has been written for you on the Day of Division will come to you. Not even one grain of that rice can be taken away from you.

Be happy with that which has been granted to you in your life, Be happy with that which Allah has piven to you. Then you will be blessed. If you arc ungratctul, you will nat be blessed. Don't look at others what they cat, or what they waste. Be happy with your own dry breaul,

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~ONE Deor OF LOVE~

The real target of everyone is to be invited by the Sultan. Allah the Almighty is the One Who can dress you with the dress of the Sultan..If He does that, you belons to Him. He is the One Who can say, "Bel" and it will be. Those who carry the Divine Orders of the Sultan will act be opposed.

“How can we reach this point? Allah the Almighty says, "Oh my servant, be fully cbedient to me!" Sometimes a person is obedient but he is not happy with it in hus heart. Allah does not like anyone to be obedient by force.

One of the greatest Saints was Rabia-t-ul Adawia. We call her Rabia Sultana, because she was dressed in the robes of the Sultan. She used to address the Lord , "Oh my Lord, I am not coming to You because 1 am eager to. ge into Your paradise. I am also aot coming to You because I am afraid of hell. 1 am free of that. F come te You through my love for You. You ave the only Gue I can give myself to with full love. Even if there was no paradise and no hell, I would come to You. You must be praised, You must be cespected. You must be obeyed!"

People like these are free. They have been chosen. ‘They do not have anything of this world, or expect anything

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irom paradise or hells, They have just given themselves for the sake of the Lord. They only want His pleasure, without a gain. They do not ask for the pleasure of thetr ego, because they know that if their Lord, is happy with them, they will be happy too. They will have absolute peace, love, endless satisfaction and endless pleasure in bemg with Him. > Muhammad* was shown every beauty on the Night Journey, but lus eyes never looked at anything but His Lord. This showed his real personality. He had completely melted into the présence of the Lord. Rivers run to the oceans. When they reach the ocean they stop running. ft is their target to reach the ocean. When a drop of rain reaches the ocean, can you find it? It will be the ocean!

You have been given one drop of love, one drop of existence from the Lord. Try to give it back to the endless ocean of love and existence: the unity oceans of Allah. ‘You will be in the ocean and cannot ever be taken out into lonelimess again.

Rabia wanted to reach the Lord. She used to say, "Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah..." but it was very heavy for her ego to do it. It was so amxious to be with Him. But she never gave up. For 7 years she continued, even though every "Allah" was like a mountain on her
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